I was born when my dad was 52,
my mom 40. The youngest of the Gillum Wing generation. My cousins were grown
and gone, all my siblings were gone by the time I was 12. So, I pretty well
grew up with all the old folks. The Gillums mostly lived side by side, or about
as close to side by side as we got in Wing. A mile apart.
Most of my uncles and my dad were pretty
serious, no nonsense, hard men. At least, they were by the time I came along. I
never knew any of them when young blood flowed through their veins.
But Uncle Franz was different. He still
laughed a lot, and he found things in life to enjoy. He was very, very, smart.
He spent much of his working life teaching, as an administrator, or as a
Civilian Conservation Corps director after the depression. He had retired by
the time my memories of him began. He came back to Wing, built a house, a big fishing pond, got land
and cattle. His girls were still finishing up school, so Aunt Grace hung out at
Conway until they were grown. He was so sick of dressing up every day, he came
back living and dressing like a sure enough hillbilly.
He taught at Fountain Hill awhile. He told
me once they lived in a pretty rough part of town, and when they came back to
Wing for a visit, (Everybody from Wing comes back as often as they can. Wing is
just about the perfect place to be. Just about. The one thing missing is a lot
of options about what to do for a living. So he, like me, had to scramble
around in other, lesser parts of the world to make a living and raise a
family.) He was a little worried about his house and his stuff while he was
gone. So, he found the biggest, roughest, meanest man in the neighborhood, took
him his house key, and asked him to watch his stuff while he was gone. That
worked perfectly. Nobody ever messed with his stuff. I told you he was smart.
It was a hard day's drive from Southeast Arkansas in those days, what with all
the mudholes to get through.
Uncle Franz seemed to go to bed about the
time the chickens went to roost. But he was up by the middle of the night, and
a whole lot of that time, he was pounding on his old, beat up typewriter. I saw
him doing that a lot, but never knew what he was doing in those days. It was
not until recently, when I began to see some of his work, that I realized he
was a world-class poet. But his work seems to be pretty much lost to the world.
The copies of his poems that I have been able to get my hands on are pretty dim,
probably copies of copies of copies from an old typewriter not much good to
begin with. But I'm going to do the best I can to figure out some of them, and
share them with you. Hope you like them too.
Three Shots Rang Out (President John Kennedy)
A man was riding on
parade
A great good man who fervently
prayed
For peace and freedom the wide
world O'er
When three shots rang out and
he's no more.
A man so young and sincere too
Ambition spurred to drive him
through
A fearless man with wisdom's
store
But three shots rang out and
he's no more.
A speechless world rose quick
and fast
To honor him whose soul had
passed
From life through death to
live once more
For in hearts those shots
closed not the door.
A mortal form lies lifeless
now
No wicked worry to fret his
brow
Yet he's greater now than e'er
before
Since three shots rang out and
he's no more.
**
No Sparkles Show
Sometimes the dew on blades of
grass
That crowd in over the padded
path
And hide the footprints in the
dirt
Goes by unnoticed as I work.
No sparkling diamond hue I see
Because my eyes are so busy
Searching for another sight
A little spot of red and white.
It's hidden somewhere in the
grass
I must not miss it as I pass
Of course it probably would be
As well that I did not see.
Yet something inside me tells
me “no”
And thats the reason no
sparkles show
On blades of grass when wet
with dew
At early day when morn is new.
Dew sparkling grass is just as
wet
And sparkles just as bright,
still yet
It bothers me not as much by
half
When looking for a newborn
calf.
**
Oh 'my gosh what was that
That weird sound out yonder?
Sounds just like a squalling
cat
followed then by rolling
thunder.
Curiosity got the best of me
Out the window I looked to
see.
Then quick as lightening's
flash
I rushed over to the window
Pulling up the bottom sash
I saw kids on the biggest
bender
No, not drunk, I didn't say
Just a frolicking group at
prankster's play.
On they came so thick and fast
Noisy costumed witches leading
Followed behind by lad and
lass
Street decorum knew no
heeding.
Turned the corner down my
street
And at the door yelled “trick
or treat!”
Treat. The choice was made
post haste.
What was left for me to do?
I knew I had no time to waste
When I viewed closely this
weird crew
Dressed so spooky from head to
feet
Playing innocently “trick or
treat.”
**
Uncle Franz drove his Farmall Cub tractor
by our house just about every morning. I knew he was going to check his cows.
But I also knew that before lunch, he would be down at the lake or the river,
fishing. If I was able to get loose, I grabbed my pole and headed down that way.
Sitting on the river bank with Uncle Franz, catching one bream after another,
was always time very well spent. I always rode out on the back of his tractor.
In his later days, A doctor discovered he
had an anurism in his stomach. He was told that if it burst, he would die
before he could get to a hospital. Uncle Franz said, “That sounds like a good
way to go.” He had no operation. A while later, he did go. Just that way.
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